[LynNie-fication]

Sunday, April 20, 2008

.|.I've moved....|.

Date: 20th April 2008
Music: 'til i see you, Hillsong United
Mood: Apologetic.

Oh my gosh. i'm so sorry to everyone who has thought that i'm still blogging here.

I've moved, to :

http://nuancelyn.wordpress.com

Catch me there!!

Smiles.
~Lyn.

8:02 AM Z

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Sunday, March 30, 2008

.|.WHAT?!!!.|.

"College is fun if you didn't have to worry about dying."
... to quote the ingenious, L.

Date: 30th March 2008
Music: Halo, Bethany Joy Lenz (One Tree Hill OST)
Mood: Suddenly awake, slightly annoyed.

... 'L: Change the worLd' is already showing in the cinemas... What happened to 3rd of April?!

o.O

*glares at website-booking page*

And now i think the second possible caption for the picture above would be:

L: "You (cinema) people are disturbed. Hontou nii. "

Grrrrrrrrr.....
~Lyn.

7:33 AM Z

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.|.Dah dah dah dummmm.|.

Date: 30th March 2008
Music: D-minor for two violins
Mood: Sleepy. About to fall over.

... Just a song-lyrics post. Pretty song, and to a certain extent, suppose that almost every girl would've have gone through this at least once in their life. Well, i know i have. Haahaa.

Enjoy, then.

It's not everyday
That I find a person quite like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you...
Oh, oh stupid for you...

The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move

But I don't think you're getting the point
That it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
Oh, oh stupid for you

Why's it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing's there
And here I go just making the same mistakes...

I've fallen stupid for you...
Oh, oh stupid for you...

[Stupid for you, Marie Digby]

... Weekend's over. Time to return to the 9-5 job of being a college student. Go me.

Haha.

PS: Will probably post a post of more substance sometime during the week. =P

Smiles.
~ Lyn.

7:22 AM Z

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

.|.again i say... NOT dead!!!.|.

Ah puru.

Date: 25th March 2008
Music: L's theme, Yoshihisa Hirano
Mood / status: Awake!!

A few things that have been running through my mind after being horizontal for about 2 days straight.

1. Medicine isn't always good for you.
Mum reckons that, after i've been barely able to talk properly without frowning despite having taken my prescribed drugs as told, that the medicine has actually made me feel worse. Meaning the splitting headache, throbbing in head, fever, and what not. Sure enough, after going off the meds, i actually feel better. Oh, but i did finish the antibiotics.

2. It's not healthy to miss people.
It isn't enough to make me fall sick, but being sick, without the huge amount of work that i had to tackle, made me recognise how much i do miss some people, who so decided to go and allow themselves to be shipped off to some remote state in the country, without internet, and handphones only on weekends. Not even weekends, actually. Just Fridays and Saturdays.

*fumes*

3. I need to be brainwashed.
I need all those horrible things people told me about certain people washed out off my brain so i can stop second guessing and doubting and feeling weird and ..... *sigh* Basically, i'd like to be without prejudice. Especially since it's unfair to the people, it's not even my place to judge anyone, and i shouldn't be entertaining thoughts about these people's "alter ego" or "super ego" or "closet-syndrome" or whatever else, since i, for one, have not even gone through those events to be able to characterize the person based on that.

Thank God for impartiality. And for love.

-

*Note: I want to watch 'Change the worLd'. *looks pointedly at Mia*

Laughs.
~Lyn.

6:45 AM Z

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Sunday, March 16, 2008

.|.Love song.|.

... and i wonder how something so unbearably ordinary can be so heartbreakingly extraordinary.

Date: 17th March 2008
Music: none, except the song that's playing in my head, annoyingly, on loop.
Mood / statement: ... the weekend is over... already?

I usually don't have much sentiment for songs that i can hardly relate to, save for the few lines that seem to click. Hence, i'm a really picky person whe it comes to what's on my playlist. However, this has been floating in my head and i have a very bad feeling that it's not leaving anytime soon.

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin',
Im'ma need a better reason
To write you a love song today (today)

- Sara Bareilles

...There, got it all out. Bleh.

I'd blog about SPM results day, like the rest of my peers, but being me, i remain stubbornly persistent in not doing so. Let's just say that all is good. I'm staying in college, and that's all that matters.

... But i do miss high school..

It's been a highly normal week for me, referring to last week, that is. Despite the escalated rate in the intentions of committing suicide by many individuals due to either SPM results, or the aftermath, or whatever elese, that is. Things have been good.

... And it's pleasant to have my heart speed up a bit every once in a while.

Will be back with a post that makes a bit more sense, with the objective of actually updating the people who read this blog on what in the world is really happening to me nowadays.

But as for now, have a great week, dear readers... Remember that Thursday is a holiday!!

Smiles.
~ Lyn.

7:57 PM Z

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Thursday, February 21, 2008

.|.NOT dead !.|.

Date: 22nd February 2008
Music: [none]
Mood / status : erm..... trying to make a point.

Have been meaning to update my blog, and in fact, i do miss blogging. Just haven't found the right and most profound thing that i think would be worthwhile blogging about.

Obviously that has made me stay away from my blog for... ages.

So well, here's a seemingly pointless post, and a shoutout to Li Ann...

My blog is NOT dead!!!!

...it's just in a coma.

xD

You Are a Dragon

You are very charismatic and incredibly popular.

People are drawn to your energy, but you are a very difficult person to get to know.

You are very active - you are usually hard at work or play.

You enjoy drama, and you enjoy anything unusual or eccentric.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Many smiles,
~Lyn.

9:42 PM Z

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Sunday, December 30, 2007

.|.Discernment.|.

Discernment, please?

Date: 30th December 2007
Music: Antissa, E.S. Posthumus
Mood /status : Musing

I wonder what would happen if i had consumed a forkful of wasabi instead of the green tea ice cream, seeing that they look rather similar.

Likewise, sometimes in life i know i lack the gift of discernment. Sometime instead of a spoonful of wisdom, i choose to take some ignorance.

At times, it's so much more tempting and seems right to choose a pinch of bitterness and resentment instead of love.

This new year, along with so many more things, i pray for discernment. To be able to see things through Your eyes instead of mine.

Happy New Year, my lovely readers! =]

Much love, smiles, and hugs.
~Lyn.

8:24 AM Z

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Monday, December 24, 2007

.|.Hosanna.|.

Date: 25th December 2007
Music: Hosanna, Brooke Fraser
Mood / status: Thankful

I know that Christmas isn't about snowflakes, presents, carols, bells, or the usual stuff we hear and see in the shopping malls. But i just couldn't resist putting up this picture.

Well, another Christmas. Oddly, for such a huge event that is celebrated all around the world, i fell rather sober, maybe even a little grim. In about half an hour, there will be fireworks. There always is.

But i do wonder. What if His second coming is, ironically, on the same day as His first, 2000+ years ago? I wonder who would really be celebrating then.

And shudder at the thought.

Honestly, i don't mean to be a joy-killer or anything, but it bugs me. And if you've been at this blog long enough, i'm honest here. Maybe a little bit too honest. But, well.

-

Since youth camp, have had this song in my mp3 player. And believe, or hope, that it is somehow prophetic and holds a great truth in it.

I see a generation
Rising up to take the place
With selfless faith, with selfless faith
I see a new revival
Staring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees, we're on our knees

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what is Yours
Everything I am for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity

Hosanna, Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest
Hosanna, Hosanna,
Hosanna in the highest.

[Hosanna, Brooke Fraser]

-

But i suppose that all i can do is trust Him. And at the same time, praise Him.

But not to belittle the fact that this is indeed a day of celebration,

Happy Birthday, Lord.

And Merry Christmas, everyone. =]

Hugs.
~ Lyn.

7:10 AM Z

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